:[ tears

Alas– I wont be online for likeee

A WEEKEND.

-gah!-

The Last Lecture

I picked up this book last night, In hopes to get my mind off of Twilight for a while. Yes, sadly, this is the first book I have completed in around 3 months that is not a Twilight series book. Realizing that if I only read Twilight, I would quickly become burnt out on it. This is definetly something I do not want to happen. I enjoy obsessing over Twilight– It is fun.
A few months ago, I saw this book at bookstores and it looked extremely intresting. A book that I would like to read. A family photo on the back (and nothing else), and a rocketship on the front. I didnt do any other reasearch than that. A week or so ago, I told my mother that I had an intrest in reading “The Last Lecture” while at a bookstore. I was going to buy it, but, she suprised me by saying that she had already bought it a while back! Pleased, I went back home and forgot all about it. But, as I was looking through the bookshelves my mother owns one night, I stumbled across this book. I greedily took it last night, thinking nothing but how excited I was to actually be reading it. Late at night, around 11:30pm, I propped myself against my pillow, and began to chew away at The Last Lecture.
In the first few pages, I had tears in my eyes. He had “introduced the elephant in the room”, the ten tumors in his pancreas. Suffering from terminal panceatic cancer, he had but a few months of good health to live. And in those few months of good living, he had to finish roughly 40 more years of his life. Raising his three children who were all under the age of six, spending time with his wife, making an impact on the world, and achieving his childhood dreams. That was the title of his last lecture, “Really Achieveing Your Childhood Dreams”. And man, this guy, he had a fairly vast range of his childhood dreams. And achieved them all– In a way. From being Captain Kirk (He met him, and got to teach his quite a few stuff!), to Authoring an artical in the World Book, he had completed them all. Achieved all of them in his 40-something years of life. Why do most of us wait untill time is almost out to try and achieve these goals?
This book was written in stories, I suppose. Not in chapters, but, there would be a page or more for each story. At the beginning, I found the stories very intriguing, and I loved the advice that went along with them. But, as I read on, I became less intrested in each story. It felt as though it repeated the same advice, and same quotes, over and over again.

-cont. Review later…-

QUE SI YO NO SOY EL HERO? QUE SI YO SOY EL CHICO MALO?

OMG I GET TO DO A WHOLE POWERPOINT ON EDWARD FREAKIN CULLEN.

Im at school, btw.

And the title says: “What if im not the hero? … What if im THE BAD GUY?!”

Hothot.

“look at the stars…”

“…Look how they shine for you, and everything you do. yeah, they were all yellow.”

I. Love. Coldplay.

Almost as much as I love Twilight. (:
Which, speaking of Twilight–

40 DAYS AWAY.

-Screams-
Oh. My. Edward. (Becky, Look at her BUTT!)

I swear, I started counting down for the movie at 80 days. THAT WAS ONLY 40 DAYS FROM TODAY. WHICH IS 40 DAYS FROM THE MOVIE. OMEOMEOMEOME.

I might die on November 21st. No lie.

Well, Aja is asleep on my couch. HA. I chickened out of the Haunted Woods. Although Aja still went. I cant do it. o________o It was bad, dude.

So, yeah. Im going to go take a shower. Heeheeeeee.

Dueces. <3

Rebel girl… :D

Thats the most lesbian song ever. We played it on RB2 (Rock Band 2) last night and today. And… just… wow. LESBOOO.

So, I never did go to Haunted Woods yesterday, but, I did spend the night at Ajas. Although, tonight we will be picked up by my broher, stepfather, and cousin and will go to Haunted Woods. Then Aja will spend the night at my house. WOOO. 3 days of Ajaness. :] Thankgod for four day weekends. It so feels like Sunday. Although, it is only saturdayyy. YAY.

Ummmmm OH. Look up the Cinnamon Toast Crunch rap. It is amazing. Heehee. I stayed up till 5 last night with Amber and we looked up youtube videos and Twilight characters myspaces. It was amazingggg.

So, Im going to go back to RB2. Tralala.

ajas house with amber

Yepyep, Us amazing people are up at like 2. Amber and Aja and I. We arent doing anything except be LOSERS. :] And Im listening to Coldplay (Talk) While the other two are all… OMG THIS MUSIC IS ALL… HAPPY AND NON EMO. ;—–; Haha. Yeah, my whole playlist of music is extremely happy. All the time. Maybe one or two non-happy songs. Crazyness.

Maybe I should re-write Ch.2….

-poofs-

Its just one of those days…

Haha, Limp Bizkit. I really like this song. o___o Its different than the happy-rainbow-lovey-leprechaun eating songs i listen to. xD Haha. It makes me want to dance on a table. HA. Maybe thats just me, though. Songs like Animals and Crazybitch do that. No, no. Im just joking.

About the EPOV I posted yesterday, I just re-read through it and I think your right, Aja. Its not completely in Edwards character. I think as I went down, I was getting too much of Edward and Bella mixed up. Thats what happens when you are reading BD instead of MS. XD Later ill re-write it whilst reading MS. Then it would be more into his character. (Oh, BD= Breaking Dawn, MS= Midnight Sun for those of my friends who are twilight-challenged.) Buutttt. Yeah. I want to write a fanfic for Twilight, but, I dont know what book it should take place in, who the POV will be in… I just want something to obsess over for this long weekend. (: Besides Twilight, that is. Of corse, it would still be Twilight-related…. (;

Mmmm. You have no idea how excited I am that this is a four day weekend. I got THE BEST sleep last night. Of coarse, the fact that my leg Charlie-horsed at least three times was not great. -______-;; Oh well, I guess thats just a part of me. Maybe I should do some research on why my legs Charlie-Horse? That is a kind of cramp that is extremely annoying and hurts. GAH. I hate them. I have reason to believe that it happens when I grow, but, Im hoping thats not the reason. I hate growing because I am already tall enough. Im like 5″9. Or maybe evern 5″10. GR. I want to wear heels to my wedding, you know. Or for that matter, Even wearing heels to a dance.

I guess thats something I will have to live with when my parents are 5″11 and 6″2. -Sigh-

Oh, good news. Today I am going over to Aja’s!! (: Click on her blog on the blogreel. -pokes Ajamonkey/’s Blog- And then on Sunday, we will go to the mall. And buy Twilight shirts. OOO. That reminds me. I found $15 in the street. Thats $15 less that I have to get out of my account for the shirtsss. SCORE.

Okay, so, not going to lie here. I think Coldplay is like the most amazing band ever. Im listening to Lost! (Which will have a remix with JayZ called Lost+ Im not excited about that. x____x) and, I just love this CD. Although, Anytime I listen to VLVODAAHF (Viva la vida or death and all his friends. Ill just call it VLV. [= ) I think of Twilight. Because I read Eclipse and Breaking Dawn around the same time as I got the VLV CD. So, I would lock myself in my room while reading Twilight and blasting VLV. I mean, the moment Life in Technicolor (The first track on the CD) starts playing, I automatically think of Twilight. Crazyness.

So, Also, I love my playlist. Click on the link to the side under pages to get my playlist. Haha, Its not a perfect playlist of songs I love, but, I still am working on it. I just did a giant clean-sweep of my playlist. So, most of these songs I love and listen to all the time. Lollipop is my first song. Although, the rest of the playlist is in a random order. I have 50ish songs, Mas o menos. I have at least 4 piano songs. xD One of them is called Bella’s Lullaby, But, I dont think it is the official one. I really like it, though.

One day you guys should flip through my playlist and listen to it. Or kind of listen to it. Seeing as there are too many songs to listen to in one sitting. (:

Well, Ily all.

DUECES.

EPOV Ch.2 BD (Long Night)

I’m just going to say this, right here and right now. :] I wrote this during the viewing of “The Pearl” for school. It is completely unfinished and unedited. So, for all bad grammar, just hang on and wait for me to complete the chapter. :3

Also, I DO NOT own these characters. Stephenie Meyer created these characters. Also, this is from her book, Breaking Dawn, only in a different character`s perspective. Edward Cullen, to be exact. Thanks!

 ”Bella’s heart was pounding while my lips were crushed against hers. A sound that would be sorely missed when she was a vampire.
Like me.
Although, I could never consider her like me. Even with her soon to be the same race as I, she would not be like I. A monster. No matter how hard she insisted, I was a monster. A monster for taking her life away. So selfish…”

READ MORE HEREEE.

OME.

Three words:

Oh.

My.

Edward.

–Will post later when my heart is more regular! –

waiting for the damn fight to start already

So basically, I am way beyond words when it comes to my mood. I have been so completely happy all of the time. It is such a change from last year, where anything could upset me, or make me mad. I know of four things that are either gone in my life, or have arrived in my life,  or even that have been in my life, I just never payed attention, that could be the cause of this.

One, Drama has been removed from my life. Unlike last year where I was associated with the wrong group of people. This year, I have my good friends from last year, and a few new ones, that dont get into much drama. Two, Leah. This year, my cousin, Leah, moved in with us for the year. She is a senior, and is basically the most amazing person ever. I love her like crazy, and we have so much fun together. :] We can dance to anything, and never get into fights. We trust each other, and well, Im just so glad she is here. Three, Twilight. Yeah, It was in my life from last year, but, Im way more focused on it this year. How can you NOT be in a happy mood after Edward??

Also, I write a lot more. Not just journaling, but, creative writing. I suppose thats another reason Im so happy all of the time. If I get into an “inky black” mood, all I have to do is write a story, or a chapter, or a character excersize, and I am all better.

Haha, also, if you were wondering why it says “Waiting for the damn fight to start already…” It is because that is one of the chapter titles in Breaking Dawn, book 2 (Jacob). That is the first chapter in his book, and, well, I just love the titles that were put on his chapters. Hi-larious. =] I think they totally show… Jacob. You know? Hahah, Ill try not to get into a big discussion on Twilight on the first… Post. Or whatever it is that these things are called. =]

DEUCES. (I think that is french for peace…?)

thats what you get

“Thats what you get when you let your heart win, woahhhh”

I want my CD back, Hannah. :] Thankyou,verymuch.

So, last night I fell aseep on my superamazingcomfy couch. I love it. Although, It is extremely ugly. And it is also fairly “Holy”. Yeah, I mean, It is partially shredded due to my dog. Ooops. And well, About it being ugly– it is a yellow and red plaid couch. Uh, ew, much?

Still, all of the same, I love it because it is the most comfortable thing I could sleep on. Besides my bed, of coarse. That couch is normally reserved for me over the weekends because I fall asleep on it. Every. Weekend. We watch movies like crazy over the weekend, and I fall asleep most of the time.

Last night I fell asleep to “Lord of the Rings- The Fellowship of the Rings (Extended)”. I have seen that movie so many times it is memorized. I would have perfered to watch something else, but, my cousin insited on watching either “Covenant” or that. And, as much as I would love to watch half-naked hot men strolling across the screen, I wasnt in a Covenant mood.

So, I got a really good night’s sleep. Its great.

[DEUCESSSS.]

new story?

New story! Not finished, though. The words popped into my head while driving to church. xD

“First Day” part 1 of…?

” I glanced outside of the frosty window in my bedroom. It was still covered with a sheet of icky, white, snow. Something I never had to live with in Nevada. My heart ached at the thought. Nevada, my home. This place I was forced to live, Montana, was not my home. I whimpered as I pulled a hoodie over my body, trapping in the warmth of my body. It covered up my favorite T-shirt with my name, Kendra, written in pink airbrush, on the front of it. I shuddered at the sudden gust of cold air as I stepped out onto the porch, overlooking the ghetto-looking street the house was on. “

you might have noticed…

If you are observant, I changed the little header up above. Yeah, I took that picture. Wee.

But, Another thing that I decided, This “blog” will be where I write about my little twilight thoughts. The things I think of instead of doing school. ;] Oops. So, I will talk about my life, my thoughts, twilight, and I will post my little stories. Yay. :]

Well, I will most likely post later tonight. Due to boredom.

Deuces!

before you my life was like a moonless night…

“Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars –points of light and reason….And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.”

-Edward Cullen, New Moon, Page 514

Yes, that would be my favorite New Moon quote. And, yes, I have it memorized. I like to say that in a nice little high-pitched brittish voice. Yeah, Im retarded, Tell me about it.

But, the reason I bring this quote into this post, is because I was eating pancakes a few moments ago while reading Twilight (For the umpteenth time!), And I read the part where… I’ll just type it out for you.

“Its the safest time of day for us,” he said, answering the unspoken question in my eyes. “The easiest time. Btut, also the saddest, in a way… the end of another day, the return of the night. Darkness is so predictable, don’t you think?” He smiled wistfully.

“I like the night. Without the dark, we’d never see the stars.” I frowned. “Not that you see them here much.”

-Edward Cullen & Bella Swan, Twilight, page 233

So, I began to think about some things about the moonless night quote. Like, my friend, Caitlyn, was asking me How could he be blinded by the light, if it is so dark? I never quite understood myself, but, now thinking about it, I understand. Think about when you are in a dark room for so long, and then suddenly, someone turns the lights on. For a second, you cannot see clearly because your eyes havent had time to adjust. Your pupils would still have been dialated. So, in the quote, Lets think literally for a second. If you were outside for so long, and then finally a meteor came through the sky, it would be extremely bright for a second. And then, when the meteor is gone, it is dark all over again. Your eyes would have been blinded by the bright light coming from the meteor, and, you wouldnt be able to see clearly in the darkness.

Maybe it just happens to make sense in my mind, I dont know. =/ Im weird like that.

Deuces.

venus

Today in Spanish…

A little insite on Venus’s thoughts…

Venus glanced at the clock, ten minutes to go. Her heart pumped blood faster as the seconds trickled on. She was waiting, you see, for her boyfriend to come. A dat at the park- How romantic. Athena was gone, she had already left with her new man, Suede. Mysterious Suede…

Read more HERE.

bleeding, twilight, & dirty dancing

Okay, so, ummm. You want to know how retarded I am? Yeah, I ran into Leah (dancing), ending up biting my lip in the process. Yeah, My lip is like… GUSHING blood. It hurts. Really. Really. Bad. xD haha, Im so stupidddd! Oh well.

Also, I was watching Dirty Dancing a moment ago, and, I kept trying to get up and dance, but, Everytime I did, I ended up tripping over my backpack. Clumsy me. Ouch! My lip. Really is in a lot of pain when I lick it. xD heehee. Oops. But, I was watching Dirty Dancing and reading Twilight at the same time. And I was at chapter 14, Mind over Matter, and while watching Dirty Dancing… It was tough. I mean, So much love all at once. It was crazy, although, the love from Bella and Edward, and Baby and Johny, are completely different, yet so much the same. They have the same Romeo and Juliet theme going for them. Although, When reading Twilight, compared to Dirty Dancing, Their relationship is so much more… mental… or emotional. I dont know… I guess they are testing out how far they can take their physical relationship, unlike in dirty dancing they meet, and they are already dancing on each other. Although, Still, there is love with the two.

Also, I couldnt help but crying a bit in Twilight. I mean, I have read this book a million times, yet, everytime I cry. I cry in the medow, I cry when they are at home, and I cry when Edward saves Bella by sucking out the venom. I dont know why. The… love that radiates from these parts… It just makes me so emotional.

Who knows why I cry during these parts? I sure dont really care. Haha. :] Oh well. Its time for sleep, because, Im no vampire. I need sleep.

Dueces!

school. blergh.

So, today was Pretty Good. AMAZING!

I mean, well, I dont remember much of it. Because my days at school pass by so fast because I only half-listen. Yeah, I mean, I do my work and turn it in, but, I dont really… listenn. Because most of the time I am drawing. Or writing stories. Mostly writing stories. Oh, yeah, And I suppose that some Twilight thinking takes place. ;]

I never really realized thats why school passes so fast for me untill I was walking to the bus. I guess it just hit me that I was acting like a zombie. I mean, in between classes I am extremely animated. But, then, its like… during classes like History, Spanish, Geometry, and English, I am so… zombie-like. PE and computers Im animated. x3 And Science because I love that class.

But, everywhere else im like dead. Its so weird. But, Its just because Im so focused on writing and drawing. Which, by the way, I need an idea on what to start drawing again. Im tired of drawing people. I want to draw something… I dont know. Something different.

Ill write more later. Im like exploding in my stomach. I made more pancakes.

DUECES.

PS. Wait… there was something Twilight related I wanted to say… Oh well. Ill remember later.

angel of death

angel of death is my name
but im known by many another
you hear my name, and scower in fear
im there with you now
hand on your back
breath on your neck
guiding you from suffering

yet, still you fear my visits
afraid of me to remove your pain
im not the one who gave you illness
im the one who took it away

why must you cry
when your loved one is gone?
shant you rejoice because hes away
away from threats, sadness, and regrets?
hes happier now, you see
yet, still you fear my name
the angel of death

three cheers for PMS!

Haha, Uhhh. No. Well, technically its not PMS.. but…

Yeah, i missed school today because of craps. -rolls eyes- I mean, it was baddd. Haha. Oh well. :]

So, there really isnt much to write about today because all day was spent by me cleaning my room, listening to coldplay, reading Twilight, and sleeping. Yeah, super eventful.

On the brightside, MY ROOM IS CLEAN! Meaning, my phone will soon be in my possesion again! YAY. (yeah, it deserves FOUR smilies! thats how happy I am!)

Also, I found a pair of my shoes I thought were lost. YAY.

Uhmmm. Lets think..

I dont think anything else really happened today.

Well, Im going to go. I have to look for pictures for my poem thingyy at school. Where I read a poem and bring some visual aid. I was going to read a Twilight poem, just so I could have a nice picture of ROBERT PATTINSON or JACKSON RATHBORNE or PETER FACINELLI or KELLAN LUTZ or CAM GIGANGET, But, I decided against it. Because… uhmmm. I think I would get in trouble for having shirtless pictures. Because I WOULD find some. Because Mmmmm. they are Scrump-didly-dumptios! No, Im reading a poem about Carpe Diem. I really like it because its a happy poem.

I have set those free, who I do not need,
In order to get a tighter grasp on those I do.
I have gone down roads without destinations,
To accidentally stumble upon heaven, and bits of hell.
Miles of concrete gobbled up by underbellies of cold machines,
And at my lowest points, I have counted my blessings.

I am okay with loss now.
I am okay with picking up the pieces.
And I am definitely okay with trying.

Minutes and hours have passed where I have felt nothing but content inside this heart,
And in that,

I am okay with crossing out calendar days, which held moments of despair.
Because I have realized:
After the storms have passed, and the earth is busy dissolving the aftermath,
Darkness falls, and in the mean-time,
The sun will always peak over the horizon.

I will have a child’s eyes, seeing everything for the first time,
And everything will be beautiful again.

I really, really, like it. I dunno why.

Well, I need to go and find pictures to describe it. Maybe something twilight related will pop up?

DUECES

OMG! :D yayayay.

Okay, So, Im about to go to bed, But,

I had to come on and say this.

I STOLE MY COUSINS LEMONADE BOTTLE TOP!

Twilgithedwardedwardtwilighttwilightomgedwardtwilight!

school…

Yeah, Im at school. o_______o;;

UM BUT. THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE.

So, I went on the twicon.org website (Go back there tonight at 12!!) And… It said check out Eclipse chapet 13 for a hint. UM UM UM UM. I DONT HAVE ECLIPSE. And, Im going to freak out if I cant find out what the hint is. D:

OMGSHHH. Only like 50 more days, you guys. :] Yay, exciting. Okay, so, um. Im going to go now.

HOLOMG. I forgot to say this. But, my stepdad rode in a V12 ASTON MARTIN VANQUISH. (aka Edward’s favorite car) HOW FREAKING COOL IS THAT?!?!

And.. caitlyn says hello. xD haha. um yeah, she is doing the project that im supposed to be helping with. and, instead, i am looking at hisgoldeneyes and i am searching twilight stuff. :] YAY.

She understands, though. That I am insane with my twilight obsession. WOOOHOOO.

And, Caitlyn is singing some annoying plain white tees song.

OMG WE ARE GOING TO VOLTERRRAAA! :3 YAY.

Um. Heres caitlyn…

first words…haley’s bat-shit insane (hah, I made a pun and only I would get it…) and shes a stalker…A creepy one…be afraid, VERY….

Yeah, I have great friends. I know, I know. :]

DUECESSS~~

push has come to shove

HEY! Sorry for not posting yesterday. So busy with reading Eclipse (My favorite of the four! And the only one I dont own. -grumbles-) Also, I was watching the Covenant. Yeah, remember when I posted about my cousin wanting to watch it? Well, first we watched Rattatouli (or however you spell it…) Which is SUCH a cute movie. :3 And then the Covenant. Although, I was focused on Eclipse. I mean, I havent read it in like… 6 weeks. Or more! OMG. NUUU. XD And, I was like… reading the infamous Tent scene. :] I love that part.

“But,” Edward went on, “If I had been able to take your place last night, it would not have made the top ten of my BEST nights. Dream about that.”

I might have gotten some of that wrong… Thats my favorite Eclipse quote. Its memorized in my head. :3 Haha! So, in my family of 8 (OMG THE CULLENS HAVE 8… wait. 9…. oh well. xD), I am Alice! I gave everyone in my family a Twilight name. Heehee. It was pretty fun. My dog is Jacob. Only because he is a dog. No, he doesnt have Russet-colored fur. Haha! He should be Sam! Because Sam has Black fur. Black heart, black fur! :] :] But, yeah. It was pretty fun picking out people. So yeah. :] We have two and a half Emmett’s, though. My cousin is a full Emmett, but, My brother is Edward on a bad day, and Emmett on a good day. Haha. Because he isnt just one. Its so weird. o_______o;;

SO! I have “I wish we were older” by Metro Station stuck in my head. Although, Im listening to “Jacob Black”. The song makes me laugh, although, it really is a good song. Hence the post title. Heehee. “Dont you screw up, Or your mine.” XD WEEEE. “Your nothing but a doggg!!” Dude, Im so freaking hyper today.

I mean, like, the fact that I had straight up brownie dough, A liter of Pop (Dangit! My cousin got me in the habit. D:), Popcorn, and, Im high on Dane Cook. And Twilight. :3 :3 :3 WHEEEEEEEE.

Oh. My. Gosh. Sooooo…//RANDOM QUOTE JUST POPPED INTO MY HEAD. Mind this.//

“I love you.”

“Thats why we’re here.”

HOKAY. So… back to our regular broadcast… Sooo! Im looking up twilight videos on youtube, and im finding some with snippets of… THE SCRIPT! Dude, this cannot be healthy for me. I mean, This is just going to make me explode from… -snickers- Twilight refence.One day I might just spontaneously combust… :3 BUT. I mean, really. A month and like 2 weeks is a LONG time to wait. I mean, REALLY long. Im glad that the last Twilight trailer is going to be posted online in only 4 days. On Thursday, I believe. I soooo hope that in the trailer there is some new scenes. Preferably the medow sceneeee! Yeah, that would like. Seriously make me explode from happiness.

WOAH! Hey now. UM. In the casting script, there is some. Er. O_________O;; Who knew Victoria and James got so… close?

Victoria: I love when men chase me

He grins, then starts taking off her clothes. They pull each other toward the woods with carnal lust. It barely registers with Laurent, who continues to watch the posse with concern.

Uh… PG13, Right? Haha. Um, yeah, I dunno when that takes place. But, still. I mean, HELLOOO. James is a total hottie, so… I understand. No offence, but the only NON-hot men in the movie is Billy, Chief, Sam, Mike, and Laurent. From what I know. I think Embry is cute. Or maybe that was Quil… I forgot. But, still. Hot men! Summit did good. Along with Catherine Hardwicke!

Uh, Just saying. I just found the Twilight script. I dunno how Legit it is, But, It would be like a serious… Uhmmmm. Fanfiction if it isnt Legit. But, It sure looks real. I mean, ALOT of effort was put into this. SO!

Im going to go now.

OOOoooOOO!

I am so excited. Toodles!!!

DUECES

(Omg, Im shaking with excitement!! Haha, Talk to you about what I read later. And Ill talk about what else I was going to say. I got distracted and never talked about what I wanted to say. That I was thinking about all today. Oh well, Edward is calling me. Muah!)

–EDIT 12:35pm–

YAY. I just read the medow scene. They got it mostly right. THEY HAVE THE LION AND LAMB PART!!!

Although, When she says the Three things I was certain of part. It says she was FALLING in love with him. Not IN love with him. -grumblegrumble-

Oh, this cannot be good for me. Im so… excited. All over again. Like.. Gah! I knew I shouldnt have read this. Although, It was so tempting. Im at the part right now where they are at his house. Haha. Rosalie is being a… er… Leah. xD They were making itallian food for her, although, Bella already ate. They didnt know that, and Rosalie was helping. And then was mad when she found out Bella already ate. I laughed because Rosalie was like, ‘Our whole family will be harmed if this ends badly’ and Bellas all like, ‘Badly? Oh, you mean if Im a meal.’ And Emmett laughs, Edward grins, and Esme chuckles. And then Rosalie storms off and Emmett goes chasing after her. HEEHEE. !

–EDIT. 12:54–

Bella: Your a peeping Tom! Perv!

Edward: Shhh! The Chief will hear you!

–EDIT. 1:38–

Heehee. I jsut finished the script. Victoria is at prom. Hmm. Although, I already knew this. But, basically, for those who havent ever, ever read the books or learned anything about them, And then went to see the movie…

Basically it was a setup for a sequel. I already knew this, though. 2010. New Moon. But, the end shot is of Victoria. As in a BAM! What? Victoria? OMG NOO! But, Sequel! YAY. Kinda thing. xD Er, yeah. Im a tad bit hyper. And, I am probably making no sense.

OH, this is my first post with over 500 words. Actually, this post has over 1000 words in it. Sorry. XD

woahh i feel just like im taking control

Yep, yep. Metro station, “Control”. Heehee. I love this song. Its fun to dance to, and bob to. And… all that jazz. :]

SO. Right now im watching V for Vendetta. A great movie, kinda… creepy at some points. But, still. A great movie. So, mind me if I am like… kinda spacey. x] Yeahh.

But yeah. I mean. I was thinking. Love=Ewwie for me. I mean, love just screws things up. Yepyep. xD

DUDE. I DUNNO WHY I SAY THAT. ALL THE TIME. “Yepyep”

I dont even know.

…

YOU DONT EVEN KNOW!

Haha, that reminds me. Last night my cousin, my brother, my mom, and I were trapped in my moms office. Because Morgan (my sister) and her boyfriend were watching a movie downstairs and we didnt want to ruin it. So, while we were trapped up there my cousin was like,  “Hey! Look up dane cook B&E!” (I was pushing for looking up Twilight-related stuff, but…). So, we ended up spending like an hour and a half looking at Dane Cook videos. I love it. At first my mom was only chuckling a little, and then we watched Brain Ninjas and she was just BUSTING out laughing. It was pretty hilarious. I’d seen all of them that we watched except for sneezing (God Bless you. Which sounds a whole lot like cover your mouth.) . Haha. It was pretty hilarious. Im not gunna lie. Okay, so, Im going to go back to V for Vendetta, and Twilight script.

Yay! Much love.

DUECES.

twilight script link

CLICK HERE.

Happy reading!

Love’s gunna getcha down… :]

I love that song. “Lollipop” by Mika. Its so happy, so, if you dont like happy songs. Then dont listen to it. I mean, fer realz, people. This song is one of the happiest songs I have ever heard. :] Thats why I love it so muchh… duh.

Sorry for not posting yesterday. Life was calling. Er… actually more like my bootlegged movies were calling me. Although, they werent really illegal. I didnt download ANYTHING. I watched Dark Knight and Ironman last night. Yepyep, ima nerd like that. [: PROUD2B A NERD! B-] ((Actually, Im a TWERD. So… [; Yeah, Twilight + Nerd = Twerd))

Ahh, doing geometry. Homework, that is. Its so very exciting... -eye roll- Oh well, thats what I get. ((WHEN YOU LET YOUR HEART WIN...)) D: Dude, I really dont understand why I will ever need to know what the slope of a line is. And how to find its y-intercept? I mean, this is easy... but, time consuming.

OH! Had you all seen the new Twilight Tuesday? On the MTV blog? Yeah, it was HILARIOUS. I mean, like, I was giggling the whole time.

EVERYONE GO OUT AND BUY CAM A LAMBROUGHINI!!~ Haha.

Well, Ima finish my geometry. Ill post later tonight. Maybeeee. Oooh, who will know? :]

[D-E-U-C-E-S*!]

“If I was too hasty…”

“…If for one moment I wasn’t paying enough attention, I could reach out, meaning to touch your face, and crush your skull by mistake. You don’t realize how incredibly breakable you are.”

Wow, isn’t that just romantic? ‘Hey, uh, just so you know, I might crush your FACE. Love ya! ‘

Yeah, I know. I suck for not updating for what…? Two months? Life has just been… I would say CRAZY, but, it feels as though it is the opposite of that. My life has been so leisurely lately. I have just been riding the waves of life. Enjoying each tidle wave and each soft ripple as they come. Maybe that only makes since to me?

I feel so at peace with myself. Happy. Carefree.

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