EPOV Breaking Dawn ch.2

Bella’s heart was pounding while my lips were crushed against hers. A sound that would be sorely missed when she was a vampire.
Like me.
Although, I could never consider her like me. Even with her soon to be the same race as I, she would not be like I. A monster. No matter how hard she insisted, I was a monster. A monster for taking her life away. So selfish…
Gently, I tore my face away from hers. The pout that filled Bella’s face and eyes was just hysterical. It took all of my power to not laugh. She rested her head back onto the pillow as she clutched the afghan closer to her body.
“Please, tell me what you are thinking,” I pleaded, placing my head next to hers. One thing I was anticipating with her being a vampire, would be that maybe her thoughts would be audible. Our eyes were locked onto each others, as I saw the blood rush up to her face, causing her to blush a beautiful red. “Breath,” I reminded her with a chuckle. I would miss that color her face made… I began to get impatient as the color faded from her face.
“I miss you already.” She murmured, snuggling closer to my body. The touch made me shudder ever so slightly.
“I don’t need to leave. I can stay…” I would fight Alice later about that if she wanted me to stay with her. Alice was being extremely persistent when it came to the rule of not seeing the bride until the altar. The bride, Wife, Fiance… The words swirled around my head, making me just about burst with happiness.
“Mm…” She pulled her face to mine again. Still, flames burnt in my throat. But, it was easier now. Not quite easy enough to give Bella what she wants. Not now. Her eyes were closed tight as I examined her perfect features. It amazed me, still, that Bella thought she was merely average looking. Our breaths were ragged and irregular as her eyes fluttered open, breaking the kiss.
For a long moment, we gazed into each others eyes, staring past the looks and into the soul. Bella was such a beautiful person, inside and out. Again, I longed to listen to her thoughts, to know what she was thinking of.
She pulled her lips back to mine, and for the moment, I forgot about all my troubles and worries.
“Definitely staying,” I murmured, pulling my lips to her neck, just below the ear. I received the satisfaction of hearing her heart stall, the race on like a humming bird. Once her heart became more regular, she took in a deep breath.
“No, No. Its your bachelor party. You have to go.” She insisted, although, her body contradicted her words. Bella clung to my hair, ((…. and that’s as far as I got today. Whilst watching The Pearl. Ill edit later.))