“…If for one moment I wasn’t paying enough attention, I could reach out, meaning to touch your face, and crush your skull by mistake. You don’t realize how incredibly breakable you are.”

Wow, isn’t that just romantic? ‘Hey, uh, just so you know, I might crush your FACE. Love ya! ‘

Yeah, I know. I suck for not updating for what…? Two months? Life has just been… I would say CRAZY, but, it feels as though it is the opposite of that. My life has been so leisurely lately. I have just been riding the waves of life. Enjoying each tidle wave and each soft ripple as they come. Maybe that only makes since to me?

I feel so at peace with myself. Happy. Carefree.

CONT

A WEEKEND.

-gah!-

I picked up this book last night, In hopes to get my mind off of Twilight for a while. Yes, sadly, this is the first book I have completed in around 3 months that is not a Twilight series book. Realizing that if I only read Twilight, I would quickly become burnt out on it. This is definetly something I do not want to happen. I enjoy obsessing over Twilight– It is fun.
A few months ago, I saw this book at bookstores and it looked extremely intresting. A book that I would like to read. A family photo on the back (and nothing else), and a rocketship on the front. I didnt do any other reasearch than that. A week or so ago, I told my mother that I had an intrest in reading “The Last Lecture” while at a bookstore. I was going to buy it, but, she suprised me by saying that she had already bought it a while back! Pleased, I went back home and forgot all about it. But, as I was looking through the bookshelves my mother owns one night, I stumbled across this book. I greedily took it last night, thinking nothing but how excited I was to actually be reading it. Late at night, around 11:30pm, I propped myself against my pillow, and began to chew away at The Last Lecture.
In the first few pages, I had tears in my eyes. He had “introduced the elephant in the room”, the ten tumors in his pancreas. Suffering from terminal panceatic cancer, he had but a few months of good health to live. And in those few months of good living, he had to finish roughly 40 more years of his life. Raising his three children who were all under the age of six, spending time with his wife, making an impact on the world, and achieving his childhood dreams. That was the title of his last lecture, “Really Achieveing Your Childhood Dreams”. And man, this guy, he had a fairly vast range of his childhood dreams. And achieved them all– In a way. From being Captain Kirk (He met him, and got to teach his quite a few stuff!), to Authoring an artical in the World Book, he had completed them all. Achieved all of them in his 40-something years of life. Why do most of us wait untill time is almost out to try and achieve these goals?
This book was written in stories, I suppose. Not in chapters, but, there would be a page or more for each story. At the beginning, I found the stories very intriguing, and I loved the advice that went along with them. But, as I read on, I became less intrested in each story. It felt as though it repeated the same advice, and same quotes, over and over again.

-cont. Review later…-

Im at school, btw.

And the title says: “What if im not the hero? … What if im THE BAD GUY?!”

Hothot.

I. Love. Coldplay.

Almost as much as I love Twilight. (:
Which, speaking of Twilight–

40 DAYS AWAY.

-Screams-
Oh. My. Edward. (Becky, Look at her BUTT!)

I swear, I started counting down for the movie at 80 days. THAT WAS ONLY 40 DAYS FROM TODAY. WHICH IS 40 DAYS FROM THE MOVIE. OMEOMEOMEOME.

I might die on November 21st. No lie.

Well, Aja is asleep on my couch. HA. I chickened out of the Haunted Woods. Although Aja still went. I cant do it. o________o It was bad, dude.

So, yeah. Im going to go take a shower. Heeheeeeee.

Dueces. <3

So, I never did go to Haunted Woods yesterday, but, I did spend the night at Ajas. Although, tonight we will be picked up by my broher, stepfather, and cousin and will go to Haunted Woods. Then Aja will spend the night at my house. WOOO. 3 days of Ajaness. :] Thankgod for four day weekends. It so feels like Sunday. Although, it is only saturdayyy. YAY.

Ummmmm OH. Look up the Cinnamon Toast Crunch rap. It is amazing. Heehee. I stayed up till 5 last night with Amber and we looked up youtube videos and Twilight characters myspaces. It was amazingggg.

So, Im going to go back to RB2. Tralala.

Maybe I should re-write Ch.2….

-poofs-

About the EPOV I posted yesterday, I just re-read through it and I think your right, Aja. Its not completely in Edwards character. I think as I went down, I was getting too much of Edward and Bella mixed up. Thats what happens when you are reading BD instead of MS. XD Later ill re-write it whilst reading MS. Then it would be more into his character. (Oh, BD= Breaking Dawn, MS= Midnight Sun for those of my friends who are twilight-challenged.) Buutttt. Yeah. I want to write a fanfic for Twilight, but, I dont know what book it should take place in, who the POV will be in… I just want something to obsess over for this long weekend. (: Besides Twilight, that is. Of corse, it would still be Twilight-related…. (;

Mmmm. You have no idea how excited I am that this is a four day weekend. I got THE BEST sleep last night. Of coarse, the fact that my leg Charlie-horsed at least three times was not great. -______-;; Oh well, I guess thats just a part of me. Maybe I should do some research on why my legs Charlie-Horse? That is a kind of cramp that is extremely annoying and hurts. GAH. I hate them. I have reason to believe that it happens when I grow, but, Im hoping thats not the reason. I hate growing because I am already tall enough. Im like 5″9. Or maybe evern 5″10. GR. I want to wear heels to my wedding, you know. Or for that matter, Even wearing heels to a dance.

I guess thats something I will have to live with when my parents are 5″11 and 6″2. -Sigh-

Oh, good news. Today I am going over to Aja’s!! (: Click on her blog on the blogreel. -pokes Ajamonkey/’s Blog- And then on Sunday, we will go to the mall. And buy Twilight shirts. OOO. That reminds me. I found $15 in the street. Thats $15 less that I have to get out of my account for the shirtsss. SCORE.

Okay, so, not going to lie here. I think Coldplay is like the most amazing band ever. Im listening to Lost! (Which will have a remix with JayZ called Lost+ Im not excited about that. x____x) and, I just love this CD. Although, Anytime I listen to VLVODAAHF (Viva la vida or death and all his friends. Ill just call it VLV. [= ) I think of Twilight. Because I read Eclipse and Breaking Dawn around the same time as I got the VLV CD. So, I would lock myself in my room while reading Twilight and blasting VLV. I mean, the moment Life in Technicolor (The first track on the CD) starts playing, I automatically think of Twilight. Crazyness.

So, Also, I love my playlist. Click on the link to the side under pages to get my playlist. Haha, Its not a perfect playlist of songs I love, but, I still am working on it. I just did a giant clean-sweep of my playlist. So, most of these songs I love and listen to all the time. Lollipop is my first song. Although, the rest of the playlist is in a random order. I have 50ish songs, Mas o menos. I have at least 4 piano songs. xD One of them is called Bella’s Lullaby, But, I dont think it is the official one. I really like it, though.

One day you guys should flip through my playlist and listen to it. Or kind of listen to it. Seeing as there are too many songs to listen to in one sitting. (:

Well, Ily all.

DUECES.

Also, I DO NOT own these characters. Stephenie Meyer created these characters. Also, this is from her book, Breaking Dawn, only in a different character`s perspective. Edward Cullen, to be exact. Thanks!

 ”Bella’s heart was pounding while my lips were crushed against hers. A sound that would be sorely missed when she was a vampire.
Like me.
Although, I could never consider her like me. Even with her soon to be the same race as I, she would not be like I. A monster. No matter how hard she insisted, I was a monster. A monster for taking her life away. So selfish…”

READ MORE HEREEE.

Oh.

My.

Edward.

–Will post later when my heart is more regular! –